Better.
Today, the first day of holiday.
Definitely, trying to feel better.
Being optimistic, going out to town.
Realistically, knowing current status.
Understanding current financial situation.
Thus, not to buy anything.
Life comes before fun.
Somehow, the feeling was different.
Previous, going town was enjoyable.
Shopping, or just looking, was entertaining.
Catching up with the latest fashion.
Dressing into nice clothing.
However, these doesn't matter now.
Now, the street seemed busy.
In contrary, its loneliness was felt.
Despite having crowds gathering,
There's an emptiness felt within.
Much visible if you're a disable.
Deaf, Mute and Colour-blind.
My life had been so complicated.
With so much happenings in the past.
Many times, wishing paces would slow down.
Sitting down at a cafe along the street.
Table filled with sketches of cities.
Laptop, picturing images of people's emotion.
Drinking that bitter yet sweet-feeling coffee.
Watching the ever-busy crowd go pass.
True, pace don't stop in a snap.
Now, nothing's happening in my life.
Just flipping through those theories.
Memories it text by text.
Not learning anything at all.
Missing someone you love so much,
A halfway through knife at the heart.
Taking out and stabbing in,
Both way hurts so much.
Signed Haohan