Tears in my Heart.
Thursday, January 25, 2007 9:10 PM
Tears in my Heart.
Hmm...
I dont know what to say, everything is Changing just too Fast.
Everyone is Changing, as if i dont know anyone.
Everything seem to be turn back to Sec2, when everything havent Started.
Today when i saw everyone's changes appearing, i nearly cried out.
Am i the one changing, Or are they the one who HAD ChangeD?
I really had NO IDEA.
DO I Like HweePing? Suddenly this Qns come to me.
Out of a Sudden, i dont know how to Answer.
a "YES" seem to be STUPID.
When i had been Hypnotising myself by telling myself i HATE HER for half a Year.
I have been telling myself i am "GAY" so i WOULDNT LIKE HER!
Is Mathew My Friend?!
I DONT KNOW !
Am i still Angry about what Happen During Sec2?
I Had No idea, I am starting to Forget WHO IS HE!
Like i have NEVER Met him before and i and ANGRY with him for that incident.
CAN i TRUST bingyanG?
I also DONT KNOW, he is So different from The first time i met him.
LIke he wasnt himself anymore.
wasnt that Fun, wasnt that Attentive in class.
I really Dont know.
This Feeling that i felt before i coming back again.
The time when everything in my world start to Change.
I will be the Only one left UNCHANGED and i will suffer Again.
I will Lock myself from the world and dont realise what is happening.
And everything will Start Again.
Signed, Haohan, The Opening of another Story.