WORRIED or Not?
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 1:20 AM
WORRIED or Not?
There is SO much for me to worried about
Exams, THEM*, Time
all sorts of Things
Talk About EXAMS
it is really a RUSH
emaths we are TRYING HARD to finish the graph
it is a GREAT thing that i draw NICE graph
MUST go and practice and DRAW graph that REALLY join up ALL the POINTS
Physics we are rushing the WPE chp.
rather easy? i dont know!
is all about those FORMUALLY again
and those LONG and NAGGING definations
HIST and SS
even though we ae doing REVISION now
BUT, i havent really be studying IT
must start to READ UP and UNDERSTAND
i DOUBT historian have EVERYTHING in their MINDS
they will have reference PIC and TEXTS
which will FORM UP the hist
aMATHS is doing revision and TOPIC
on TRIGO , and rather FUN
i am starting to do the assignments! Giving me MORE practice
THEM* or should i just state name?
Mathew, Engtai, Jingwen, Bryan
they are REALLY up my nerves
cant they just STOP thinking of THOSE things?
whats so GREAT about those things?
Well, i actaully felt rather WORRIED about those who are REALLY attracted to S*X
and if is BECAUSE of ME, it is even worst
i will start to BLAME myself for it
i got GREAT mind, well quite good?!
i actually PUSHED all the PERVERT and ANGER into another side of my mind
keeping them DORMANT, like DEAD!
hearing people MB, i was also thinking
is it because of ME trigering their HORNY in them and cause them to be SO curious that they try out MB?
Time is really SHORT now, and i felt as IF there is NO time flow
everything comes the NEXT moment
and i am NOT even ready for IT
i got so MUCH things to do
YET, i am so TIRED everyday
my face is TURNING PALE each day
i MIGHT just FAINT in the examination HALL
that will be SAD!
i am REALLY worried about them
i felt like CRYING everytime i think of IT
what if they did it? WHAT IF?
the " NO!" that they said doesnt sound trusting
but rather SIMPLE, or it sounded so false
it is ALL because of ME!
I HATE people controlling my LIFE
it felt like i can only do thing my way when i am ALONE
i HATE people kept saying NO to my decision
when, it is JUST A GAME!
i HATE people saying about what i am doing is WRONG( even though it IS) and NEVER think about what they DID is RIDICUIOUS
i HATE people who just see those SURFACE work and NEVER see whats is under it
i HATE people who is like THIEF calling THIEF attitude
i HATE people who is PUSHING all BLAMES to people, or asking people to do BAD things for them
i HATE people who think that what i am saying is CRAPS when they never even think WHAT i am talking about.
Signed, Haolist, Worried