NO cameras, NOTHING to blog!
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 9:49 PM
NO cameras, NOTHING to blog!
Nowadays, there isnt really anything to blog about
Cause, By the school rule, NO recording device in school
so, i cant BRING camera to school
so SAD, if only i had the CAMERAS
i can take ALL sorts to things
and make them in to a Day's summary
At least i will know what actually happened.
and i will NOT forget.
Well, today i was rather BORED
cause i didnt slp at my will
i FORCE myself to be awake JUST to listen to the radio's ending part
rather stupid of ME
should have listen to myself, and fall aslp while i can.
So early in the morning
i TOOK and PLaced the WRONG thing in my bag
i was suppose to take my PE attire
BUT, instead of THAT, i took my tie?!
i was so stupid, making my BRAIN take it's course
and ended up, WITHOUT my PE attire
I only realise that i had forgot to BRING my PE
when i look at Joel and saw him wear House TEE
at that moment, i THEN realised that i forget to bring
rather late, so there is no cure to the problem anymore
Let the problem BE the problem.
During PE, i didnt really go PE
Just went to the CCA rooms and chitchat
had a GREAT time there
as my cca DONT have a ROOM
so SAD! is just that our work area is LARGE
BUT, we dont have a ROOM!
After PE, i went back to school, AS USUAL
just then, someone reminded me of duty rooster
WHICH is suppose to be dont by ME?
i DONT know, i though i did it last week?
what JOKE is this suppose to be?
i though the List had written clearly Who, What and When is Doing the Duty
i am doing TWICE?
thats is so UNFAIR!
eventhough this world is ALWAYS unfair
BUT,i had my Human rights!
After that, someone said the duty list is GONE again
i was like "WHAT? NOT AGAIN?"
now, who is the GREAT guy who did this?
Is he/she trying to create MORE chaos when the class itself is already CHAOTIC!
i DARE say our class CANT have peaceful lessons
cause, there is ALL sorts of noise
After recess, it was chinese lesson
i went to my FUN-FUL class as USUAL
that class is FUN, in terms of the JOKES
BUT rather bad, the teacher seen so RESTLESS and HOPELESS
she cannot stand the class
today, she SLEPT in class
this is the second time i saw a teacher slept in class
The first time i saw it was during Mr arasu lesson?!
it was the time when the HOD of Humanities
she came in, i WAS supposely, to listen to Mr Arasu lesson
BUT, she SLEPT there, for thw WHOLE lesson
so, the moral of the story is... YOU should know right?!
so, i PITTY my chinese teacher
she work so HARD, and no one is listening
POOR thing, hope someone can just help her.
i GOT listen to her class OKAY!
BUT, after the lesson
when i went back, and i heard a NEWS jiaxin said
she said MR arasu wanna know WHO took away the duty list
i was like HUH?! OMG!?
i told someone really did it
BUT, everyone was rather SHOCKED at that moment
no one knows WHO did it.
Then, that WEELIANG!
he is such a XLK, i HATED his BOSS attitude
always think that he is RIGHT, stubborn BOY
he is already a LEADER, yet, still have those KIDS' stubborn attitude
he walk right up to me
saying THIS" You are the one who did it right?!"SHOUTING right infront of ME
well, HOW would i know? i just did my duty!
i said "NO!"(is usual! will i say yes and be the scapegoat of the case?)
the WORST ans he gave me is
THIS" i dont care!, for the class, YOU will be the SCAPEGOAT!"
WHAT kind of ans is this?
i HATE this ans, he is actually throwing all the blame to ME
is he guilty concious? trying to PUSH everything to ME?
I can take anything JOKES you make fun of me, BUT dont take me as a subitite of YOU!
i am NOT someone that can be push around, YOU SUCKER! FUCK YOUR FRIEND!
After school, eat and went back HOME
i was BORED, so went to slp
and dream of myself dying in a plane
everyone is looking at my death
so scary, like i am being workship.
i THINK i really told those boys like Mathew Engtai too much stuff
i know influencing them
i am rather "CARED" about them lahs
that matt, he is LACK of self control
i cant imagine what will happen to HIM.
He better try to Control himself
Or, i will actaully blame myself for their DEEDS
as it was I who influence them.
i felt i am so OLD
i actually know whats the right choices
there isnt anything i can doubt about my decision
I am now trying to be a kid
which will make me FIT into the world
If only i can meet someone WHO can know what am i thinking
i actually CARED about everyone
BUt, everyone treat me like some SHIT
then, i sound as if my CARE had no use...
Signed, Haolist, If only someone knwo about i CARED about them...