I want a Laptop NOW, hahas
Sunday, July 09, 2006 9:51 PM
I want a Laptop NOW, hahas
NOTE: Mr Arasu, i hope you can Be kind and dont read this entry
this is one of the things teachers dont like to hear, thank you for your co-operation
I had been rather busy this few days
cause there is so many things to be done
so many to understand
so many overcome
I think i mind break down anytime
just as Mrs Ong predicted
i am already trying my best to overcome
but the truth is that
anyone will break down one day
is just when and how you break down
i cant imagine what will happen if i break down
will i be send for extreme counseling?
or the next thing i know is that
i am send to IMH for mental problem case?
i am so scare now, the only thing i can do is to say it out in my blog
Also heard soemthing had went wrong
i dont like the sound of it
in the mist of my absent from all the place today
something must have happen
i hope they will not think of other things and started to go crazy
what i am most afraid, is that they might did what i had done
which is scary, cause i know the loneliness can over take you
like a beast that engulf you
and take over you body,and control your every movement
is a power no ordinary huamn can take it
so please, dont stay in the world of loneliness
i dont want people to walk on my foot step
doing things i done before, which was wrong...
now i felt that friends are fun
even thought i had scarific the "power" of loneliness
the time to do my work, and do everything for myself
but i got happier, more cheerful, with a smile always on my face
the thing is , is the smile a happy smile?
or i just smile for the seek of smiling
which is something we dont do everyday
the world i am living now is stressful
But i know i can overcome it
cause trying and believing is what all of us need
If we dont try, everything will be nothing
nothing to do, everything is monotonous
Signed, hao was HERE , he just wanna sing...